Unexpected

It looks like I will have a csection for this baby.  He is breech we find out last week at 38 weeks and one day.  I suspect he has been that way for quite a while though.  The nst administrator had trouble finding a good spot to pick up the heart beat so the doctor ordered an ultrasound for a biophysical profile.  The baby is doing well.  He is just head up with the cord wrapped around his neck therefore they will not try and turn him around.  I really don't think he will turn on his own either.  I am o.k. with all of this though.  A few years ago I probably would have been freaking out.  I pray the Lord keeps me and the baby safe and I am healed quickly.